MAKE ME FRIEND

I'm living in Jakarta for more than 4 years now and somehow i haven't find any new friend, i don't know either cos I'm too quiet or cos people saw me as socially awkward. Actually I'm not antisocial but i don't talk much, I'm more a listener type than a speaker but sometimes i wanna be heard too. I like to be around people and hear their conversation, it make me feel like I'm still connected with people. 

I always afraid on how people see me, I'm afraid i talk wrong thing and offended them and i also have problem expressing myself. I kind of forgot that I'm just a human that don't separate from error and mistakes.

All this time my life is all about working and i don't have to much social life, anyway i can't say i enjoy that cos i really like to know new people to hear their story and learn new experience, and see new places. I have live inside the box for years now, i think it's time to come out and start living.